If we are trying to say something new and fresh for us, it’s natural for it to come out in confused fits and starts. Our thoughts and feelings are disorderly, half submerged and not completely formed. To get to clear articulation is a process, and it is self-defeating to expect perfect results on the first try. For this reason, whatever you are writing, it helps to start with the intention to write complete junk. Then you won’t block the flow with your critical mind.